Regret

There are so many things that we regret, Hatred, and Love, lost time, and not enough time to spend with family. Hurting, and if it is your fault, being hurt. Living, and the wishing of death. Classes you took, and didn't take. Decisions, good and bad. these are not even one percent of what people regret. I am an idiot, I have not been writing anything at all. There is nothing I can do but say, "I need to write more" so my plan is to upload essays and written projects from school to my blog.

I am sorry there haven't been much more writing. There are some things I would love to post, but the problem is... It is extremely hard for me to put these things to words. I've been contemplating the ways to write, and what to write. I feared this would happen, I have contracted a serious case of a serious problem. This disease is known to have no true constant cure. In devolution terms, my mind is dying, I'm going crazy, and my grammer is reducing to nothing. I went to two different medical assistants, the first was the school "nurse" and the other was Dr Diva, who works at the Bipolar Health Clinic, each had different advice- no pill, no injection, serum nothing, just advice. Sure they identified the problem. I have... and truly I hate to say it, but sadly I have something almost all writers get- or so I'm told- writer's block. Yes this disease haunts any writer I know. Too many a day and no word per page. Thank you for listening to my sad little pain.